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Finding My Voice: Speaking Up About a Broken System


For years, I stayed silent, trapped inside a system that broke down more than just inmates — it chipped away at the souls of those who worked within it, too. I witnessed things that should have been called out, abuses that should have been stopped, and yet I didn’t have the strength or the voice to do so at the time. That silence became a weight, a lingering guilt I’ve carried ever since I left.

Leaving wasn’t just about moving on from a career that no longer served me; it was about confronting my own inability to speak up in the face of corruption. It’s taken me time to realize that my silence then doesn’t define me now. In fact, that silence has fueled the fire inside me, pushing me to speak louder and with more purpose than ever before. I am finally using my voice to address the things I left behind.

The truth is, the prison system is broken in ways that go far beyond what most people can imagine. It’s not just the inmates who suffer, but the people working inside those walls — torn between doing what’s right and surviving in a corrupt environment. I was one of those people. And for a long time, I felt ashamed that I didn’t do more to stand up to the injustice.

But shame has no place in my heart anymore. Instead, I’m choosing to turn that regret into something meaningful. I may not have had the voice to speak up then, but I do now. Through this blog, through conversations, through every word I write, I am owning my story and no longer allowing the past to keep me silent.

Every day, I strive to be a better advocate, a stronger voice for those still in the system, and for the families left on the outside wondering what happens behind those locked doors. It’s not easy, but nothing worth fighting for ever is. This journey isn’t just about me reclaiming my voice — it’s about using it to speak for those who still can’t.

I believe deeply in the power of transformation, and part of that transformation is speaking the truth, even when it’s uncomfortable. I refuse to let guilt or fear silence me again. My voice, my experiences, and my growth are the tools I’ll use to make a difference, however small it may seem.

I invite anyone who reads this to ask themselves: What am I still afraid to speak up about? What weight am I carrying that’s holding me back from telling the truth? There is power in our voices — power in our ability to turn pain into purpose. I’m learning that now, every day, as I step further into this chapter of my life.

“Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.” — Galatians 6:9

#PowerOfOurVoices #EppersonEmpowerment #SpeakingUp #BreakingTheSilence #FromGuardToWife #AdvocacyAndAction #HealingThroughTruth

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