Every day I wake up, there’s a part of me that’s still haunted by what I left behind in that prison. Not just the concrete walls, the endless rules, and the broken system, but the guilt that I didn’t speak up sooner. That guilt has lingered, hanging over me like a shadow, reminding me of the silence I once carried. I often ask myself, “Why didn’t I do more? Why didn’t I speak out then?”
The truth is, it wasn’t as simple as just speaking up. When you’re entrenched in a system designed to strip everyone of their humanity — inmates and staff alike — it becomes harder to see your way out, much less make a change from within. At the time, survival meant keeping my head down, following the rules, and making it through each day without becoming another casualty of the system.
But as time passed and I walked away, that survival mode didn’t let me rest. The guilt grew. It was no longer about just doing my job — it was about the broken system I left behind and the voices that were still silenced. I was one of those silenced voices for far too long.
Today, I’m learning how to release that guilt, piece by piece. I may not have had the power to speak up back then, but I do now. It’s taken time, healing, and self-forgiveness to get to this point, but I’m here. I’m using this platform to talk about what I couldn’t say before: the corruption, the mistreatment, and the souls trapped behind bars — both literally and metaphorically.
It’s not easy to confront the past, especially when it’s filled with moments of silence I wish I could change. But every word I write now is a step forward in reclaiming my voice and making sure that what I left behind doesn’t continue without accountability.
The prison system is a heavy place — one that weighs on everyone inside it. My journey from being part of that world to leaving it behind isn’t over. But one thing I know for certain: I won’t be silenced again. I will speak for those who still don’t have the freedom to do so, and I will continue to share my story, unfiltered and unapologetic.
“Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.” — Romans 8:1
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